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Deactivation Note
Dear Watchers, I have some important news to share with you. After much consideration and soul-searching, I will make the difficult decision to permanently deactivate this account on my 11th Anniversary. I would like to address the presence of the DSBM image in the background, as well as the Tanjiro suicide photo from the Demon Slayer Kimetsu No Yaiba: Mugen Train movie. The DSBM image serves as a metaphor, representing the profound emotional struggles I have faced. It reflects the darkness and intensity of my internal journey. Please understand that the use of this image does not imply that I am currently in a state of severe depression. It is merely a symbolic representation of the complex emotions I have experienced. Similarly, the Tanjiro suicide photo depicts a dream sequence from the Demon Slayer Kimetsu no Yaiba: Mugen Train movie, where he experiences a moment of suicide. I have chosen this image as a metaphorical representation of my own deactivation, symbolizing the end of
This account is officially dead
Ok so after nearly 10 years of being on here this account is here by officially DEAD, not dying, but DEAD. I've totally lost interest here. After losing friends, most of my watchers becoming inactive, hanging out with karmic people who I wish I never associated myself with, and DA Eclipse, I'M DONE HERE. I don't even feel comfortable coming back on here anymore, anyone who is still active and still considers me a friend and sees this journal I will give a link to my Discord. I AM DONE HERE. I've made FAR too many mistakes on here. I used to always make journals giving updates about every single little aspect of my private life uptil like since 2018 it's been gradually going down. If anybody is curious on what is happening in my life right now, I've been homeless for literally about a year and a half uptil last January. I was living in St Augustine Florida at a youth homeless shelter called Port in the Storm, however I fell into a another Psychosis from smoking weed last year and due
Anybody want my Discord?
I really don't wanna keep using DeviantArt anymore. I'm getting tired of it and I wanna leave to for someone else's sake. This account has gone through too much drama and I've made far too many mistakes so I wanna leave this life on DA behind. So does anyone want my Discord?
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It seems even after all I went through experiencing Dark Night of the Soul 3 years ago when the CIA locked me up in the mental hospital in Virginia nobody cares about me... I am not wanted here anymore...
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As a guitarist myself, that hurts a lot to hear. I hope you can recover from this, sorry for your loss.